RANT

Its funny how your so-called "friends" stab you in the back the moment you look away. Or people who claim to "care" about you never really bother about how you feel, unless they are getting something in return. You never know when one of your best pals may conveniently ignore you, for his/her own personal gain. Filthy, lying hypocrites. Rot in hell, all of you. I miss Radhi, if she was around, at least I'd have had someone to support me.Now I'm miserable and alone. Its all Rohit's fault, that asshole. I hate him I hate him I hate him I hate him !!!!I hate him for everything he did to me. I hate him for making me feel unwelcome, after everything I've done for that bastard. I hate him for the fact that he is happy with his new 'girlfriend' - i hope she shrivels up and dies in a corner somewhere. I hate him for smooth-talking his way back into her life. I hate him for treating her the way he treated me once. But most of all, I hate him for having this effect on me.

AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

On the upside, I'm leaving for Delhi tomorrow. Its a much awaited trip, including camping and white water rafting in Rishikesh. And a lot of fun time spent with the NBS. The great thing about them is that when I'm with them, I am able to forget every little problem, and have the time of my life. Also, I'm hoping that this trip will give me a much needed break, and help me pull myself out of the slump I've been in for the past month. I need to clear my mind and put things into proper perspective. I need to free myself from Rohit's grasp. I need to understand a few things, and make a few decisions.

I need to start living for myself.